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Zaina
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Carmilla thank u hon sooo much. i really like the idea of planning my food for the day. it wont be so vague and open , this would definitely help to controle the situation. i tried the waiting long time ago but things are different now ,even with this break down i know that i have more information and knowledge abt this so i'm sure it'll help... THANK YOU SOOO MUCH i really appreciate it A LOT <3
Lauren i hate to admit it but ur soo right !! loosing weight is sth i cant get out of my head ,its hard bekuz its summer and i wanna wear skirts and shorts and still look beautiful ,,sleeveless shirts ,,of course when i put these on at home ,i dnt have any problem but its when i go out and see other thinner girls ,this is when i get paranoid !! and it gets on my nerve when i hear my sister ,who really thin and she wants to keep dieting and i am the person whho has all the extra weight is doing nth !! i luv my sister GOD knows how much but seeing her everyday doesnt make it any easier for me
as for Ramadan, to be honest , i feel like they lost the purpose of fasting ,when u sleep all day so that u dnt eat whats the point of doing it ,, u know ?? but no one dares to say anything !! as for staying home ,,its KILLING me ,,i'm not an outgoing person in general ( i isolated myself as a consequence of my weight) but still 2 weeks without going out !!!! but half of it is over ,and i invited my friends over tomorrow ,i'm not gna fast with them , i told them to pick them in the afternoon ,the last thing i need is more restricting !!
i amm sry Lauren i wrote a lot :S
Liv about the cat , we had people coming over and we were preparing the tables and the chairs outside , and the cat jumped on the table ,ruined the table's sheet and my mom snapped !! but my brother and sister and i got him down , thank God he wasnt hurt ! my mom did apologize to me but still that wasnt funny !!
sweetie i'm really glad to have you supporting me , i guess it was a very tough day,, like i said i'm having my friends tomorrow and i'm sure that will put me in a better mood
THANK YOU GIRLS SOOOOO MUCH ...LOADS OF HUGD AND KISSES <3
Zaina
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OK allow me to apologize for this nervous break-down !!! u told so many times dnt expect a magical results here but for some reason i keep hoping for that !!
i talked abt the cat before but dnt worry he's totally safe now :D:D:D
right now i wanna go and reed G.ROth's book ,and then go to sleep ,its already midnight and i got a lot of things to do tomorrow to prepare for dinner .. and i think i have to give my mind a break ,it went crazy today hehe
thank u again all of u
i'll check with u first thing in the morning
Zaina
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Hey Guys , i'm feeling already better today , i'm trying to take it slow ,keep myself busy , i got so many things to do ,make sure all the girls are coming over. we're gna have lasagna ,,some chicken and rice ( we call it hashweh ,,literal translation means the stuffing ,,but its not stuffed any where it has its own dish )and a mushroom soup ... my sis prepared an apple pie yummy and bought ice cream .. i am not scared or threatened by all that food ,i'll be busy filling their plates and making sure they try everything ,,i'd be scared if i was the guest
gotta straighten my hair as well !!
i may not read a lot of journals today but i'll catch up with u later tonight
have a good day everyone <3
livvv
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Hey Zaina! Happy to hear you're feeling better! Sometimes you just need to take some time to get your head on straight, and you're doing great now!
Yaay happy to hear you're having a girl's night - bet that's going to be super fun!! Wish I come come
No need to be scared, all that food sounds great and now you can really ENJOY it guilt-free!
Have fun!
xx olivia
Zaina
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Hiii super sweet Liv.. it was a great night indeed ... i finally saw them
this morning i didnt feel that well ,still not feeling well so i cant really sense my hunger !!
i had 2 figs in the morning ,,2 cups of tea and a piece of cake ,,i have to admit i wasnt that hungry but i knew that we had cake so i thought instead of obsessing about it all the time why dnt i have that one piece !!!
lets see how the rest of the will be
Jillian
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